honestav & mgk - Crash First (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

Stream my new song "Crash First" now!! https://symphony.to/honestav/mgk-x-honestav Pre-Save my upcoming album "Sweet American Boy" https://openshift.vyd.co/SweetAmericanBoy If You Wanna Follow me here's my links! https://linktr.ee/honestav https://www.tiktok.com/@97honestav https://www.instagram.com/honestav97/ https://www.facebook.com/97HONESTAV?l.. https://x.com/97honestav JOIN OUR IG GROUP CHAT https://www.instagram.com/direct/inbox/?thread_key=28512496145007860 Credits: Dir/DOP - Sam Cahill production company - Floor 13 Camera Ops - Project Freefall "Crash First" Lyrics: I fill my lungs with half my worth And try to go numb so that I can’t hurt ‘Cause at my highs I’m at my worst And I can’t fly until I crash first Everyone’s seeing my screaming Been that since birth Everyone’s seeing this money I’m blowing but nobody’s seeing the work Look dad I’m high like you For me the pills don’t work I like digging in a bag I like smoking till it hurts And if my eyes roll back Then let the tears come first Been holding those in too long Faking it like I’m too strong And when my eyes roll back Throw my body in the dam And them things in my pocket Will you hide them from my fam Will you tell the world I loved hard Can you make them understand That all the things I was struggling with Didn’t make me less a man And all of the trauma I’m trying to bury probably make me who I am Think growing up broken was necessary so I could fix my fam If part of me died on this death bed holding my daddies hand Just tell my daughters their father will drown if that means they can swim I fill my lungs with half my worth And try to go numb so that I can’t hurt ‘Cause at my highs I’m at my worst And I can’t fly until I crash first I know that it takes time I’m coming to get you Walking a straight line I need me a breakthrough I’m smoking a grape vine Sippin’ a grape juice Choppin’ a white line It’s getting harder to face you (Oh God) (Yeah) Take my hands off the wheel I’m speeding I said I hate you when I left I didn’t mean it Open wounds from my nose Still bleeding Only you can clean me up I’m still fiending Cold sweats and these meds Can’t treat it No sleep all party through the weekend Kerosene black smoke I’m breathing Somebody save me I’ve been falling off the deep end All I know is I don’t know how to give a fuck (I don’t) All I know is I don’t know how to give a fuck (I don’t) I couldn’t give a fuck (no) I never gave a fuck (no) All I know is I don’t know how to give a fuck Under pressure I don’t got control of my aggression Under the influence I’m ‘bout to make a bad impression On the dresser it’s some ammunition and a weapon And I’ve been smoking on this shit since I was adolescent Three sixes I’m trying to get lucky number seven I wonder if they got a spot for junkies up in heaven Leave a mess if they gon find my body in the bedroom And they can listen to this song if they want my confession Take my hands off the wheel I’m speeding I said I hate you when I left I didn’t mean it Open wounds from my nose Still bleeding Only you can clean me up I’m still fiending Cold sweats and these meds Can’t treat it No sleep all party through the weekend Kerosene black smoke I’m breathing Somebody save me I’ve been falling off the deep end All I know is I don’t know how to give a fuck (I don’t) All I know is I don’t know how to give a fuck (I don’t) I couldn’t give a fuck (no) I never gave a fuck (no) All I know is I don’t know how to give a fuck Go go go go I’m getting closer to death Go go go go I’m getting closer Go go go go I’m getting closer to death Go go go go I’m getting closer honestav mgk newmusic newvideo crashfirst crashfirstvideo sweetamericanboy